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the moment she let her tear rolls, that's the moment she actualy needs him.
Wednesday, January 7, 2009
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11:17 PM
dear, i dint mean to hurt u in any way. i love you, i do.
i went breaks with them,with no intention. not at all. i knew, i told u i will be good as for 2009 and beyond. but i dint xpect u to be extremely angry when i went break with them. i actually do not want to. but i did went down with a rule saying ok, i want to be back after 5 minutes.
i love you only dear, no one else. see jie sheng, i love u fucking much.
i feel sad. i really do.. why must our rship b of so low profile? i can't place ur name here and there. i dont mind pictures, but if name, why not? i dun mean to tell everyone all around the world about us as u dun like it, i respect u... but as a woman myself, i do feel the urge to tell ppl how happy m i..with u dear... i cant even hold ur hands anymore, hugs, kisses, they are getting lesser.
i dunno what caused ur changed, but i want u, im dying for u. i tried to be strong in any way, to live without you, but i simply cant. let me feel the love that u used to give me dear..
im sorry if i made u angry in any way, but i want to be like other woman too. let me be kay...
sometimes i just need a time alone;
but when i grab the opportunity to be alone, i will cry...thinking about u..simply you...i dun wan to let you go...even if i have to..i dont want..
dear, dun let these issues to be a matter in our rship.
i tried being strong, for this time being. i told myself, if u r able to go thru a year with a shit attitude of mine, why not me? i will dear..be as strong and stand tall for our rship. i will. i swear i will protect it..
i will dear, go thru any pain to get the old you. i swear i will.
i still remember how nice you were to me previously..
- u send me home every now and then, even if its the last train, u make sure i safely reach home, u even took taxi home
- u went down to my place when i got drunk for the fiesta at esplanade
- u kept calling me 24/7 when i dint contact u for the day, u were worried,
- u treat me anything i want and get me anything i need,
- u pay for my phone
- u be my pillar of strengths when i encountered problems(i cried and you stood by me 24/7)
- u tried making me to love you in many ways
- on and on,
BUT THE MOST MEMORABLE ONE WAS WHEN U HOLD ME TIGHT AND KISS ME, SAYING"HOW I WISH WE COULD BE TOGETHER FOREVER..."
but dear, wat happened now?
dear, i will get the old u back. i knew its my fault to read ur personal stuffs, to know ur flaws, but even if it was like that, i still love you.
forgive me for loving you damn much... )':
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