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Aynn's Paths. The herStory that used to be a great memory of life.
the moment she let her tear rolls, that's the moment she actualy needs him.
Tuesday, November 18, 2008
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12:05 AM
i wish u knew what i mean. i have been trying my best to take care of ur heart, to always love you, to sacrifice everything for you, abandoning every single things i have beside me just to make you know that you are really being loved by me.
i knew i had done many uncountable mistakes in the past, but well, i have improved just because of you, and u can't even ssee that and appreciate?
i cried each day and night knowing that as each days passed, i am actually counting down the days i left to be with you..how hurt can i be? u seemed not to think of me anymore, and i kept trying to hold u back when you actually wanted to go.. i felt bad to hold you back, but i have no choice. i love you too much, and i felt as if i am killing my own life when i actually think of leaving you..
why dun we separate last time? why must it be now? what's my mistakes to prove that i am a bad girlfren to u? what have i done to receive all these in return?
i wish u knew what i mean. life is now a piece of shit.
you taught me how to love; how can i forget you?
Monday, November 17, 2008
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4:49 AM
well, i love bf so much! i mean reeeaaally much.
i do not want to say that i can't live wwithout him, blablabla, cos if we are fated to be together,we will right dear? (:
i've seen the whole picture of couples breaking up and all that. boyfey, i don't want us to be the victim too ohkay? (:
i want us to enjoy life to the fullest together, goin thru the difficult as well as easy times together, despite anything happening. no matter how silly u look, i just simply love u! hee.
i went to toa payoh today and boyfey and me was so silly that while we are at toapayoh, we dint remember to shop for the shoes he's been wanting. and we will like have to wate time tomoro, goin down to toa payoh or the second time. teehee.
okayy, now i'm like expressing how happy was i cos for ur info dear, im lying on ur shoulder and if can, i would not wanna place my head off ur shoulder. being by ur side makes me sooo happy, cut short, I LOVE YOU!
Thursday, November 6, 2008
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3:36 AM
yest was what a day! all day long i spent my time sleeping. i was having a serious migraine and i could not possibly wake up and do anything. all i am able to do is sleep, other than crying.
i dunno whats up with me, but the headaches are too strong, and i kept vomiting all day long. i can say that whatever gets inside my mouth, will get out of it in less than a minute.
im sick now, all i neeed is rest.
i'll write more other times okay..
Labels: by the way boy, i'll try my best.
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