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the moment she let her tear rolls, that's the moment she actualy needs him.
Monday, September 15, 2008
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3:01 AM
if only someone out there is to understand, things would be better. i never found myself so frightened, so insecured, so worried over things this bad. as far as i know, things will never get so bad until u really get down and think about the matter.
i am really caught up. i'm caught up with problems that may never get me to the destination i had actually wanted to go to. its not this one problem, its not the other problem, but its like more and more and more problems seemed to be coming in. i don't wish to show that i am never unhappy with that person, but its just that i got my head running back and forth for millions or should i say infinite of hours.
i can't think.
and the moment this feeling engulfed my entire soul, i just feel like running away. i feel like running away from all the problems that seems to be an endless thing.
she asked me to visit the doctor, but how should i go when i myself is 1000000 times worried about my condition myself. life is ONCE, u live only ONCE, so when it comes the time for you to die, at the very end point, you'll die, no matter how hard u tried to stay alive..
what's the point of living, when all you know is that your life will end at the very end of the tale...life is never real, its just a fantasy island for both you and me, going thru sweet and sour paths pf life, and in the end feel like as though we are someone. but people, who are you, when you tried to say that you are someone? we are all the same. we are one creature that is being brought to the world to feel what we ought to feel for this time being. but everything will end soon.
pretty soon.
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.born in 24021989 at 9.59pm.
part-time worker.full-time student/lover.
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YAAN. NADD. SYAH. DAYA.
AIDA. FIFA. NANA.
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