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Aynn's Paths. The herStory that used to be a great memory of life.
the moment she let her tear rolls, that's the moment she actualy needs him.
Monday, September 29, 2008
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3:26 AM
cos u sucks big time.
'cause the heart cry for its soul by itself.
you weren't there to accompany the heartache.
thanks a lot to you.
interpret yourself, cos you are the contradictor.
nothing more important other than it.
go ahead, have fun smoking your life through.
its okay.
i'm alright.
'cause the heart cry for its soul by itself.
you weren't there to accompany the heartache.
thanks a lot to you.
interpret yourself, cos you are the contradictor.
nothing more important other than it.
go ahead, have fun smoking your life through.
its okay.
i'm alright.
Thursday, September 18, 2008
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3:21 AM
YO PEOPLE.
IM HURT.- hospitalised.
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3:10 AM
tanned skin.i love.
fuck! things has gone so fucked up now for me.
i want MONEY!
got boyfriend=got money
whaaha! fuck fuck fuck CAT!
i was like one idiot every single day. my day was like being haunt by cat. imagine! every single day i have to face this one fucking cat. i am like so damn scared of cat. and yest or should i say from that day onwards, i have to keep crying as and when i got out from my house. thanks a lot CAT!
i don't know. when i see the cat, it is just like i saw a ghost that is like so damn frightening to anyone's eyes.
CHASE THE CAT OFF MY CORRIDOR AND I WILL MARRY YOU!- to whoever.haha. be the saviour of my life! FUCK YOU LAHH!
i don't wanna get married until i found someone who has got MONEY, MONEY, MONEY.if no money pls, GET LOST! haha. im in like so idiotic unsensored, logucal, illogical, grrrrr mood. k shut up.
Labels: shucks
Tuesday, September 16, 2008
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7:59 AM
i happened to notice that many people are so concerning. thanks to you guys for making my day despite the f*cking day i had.
grrr. to that love, thanks. at first it was f*cking shitass atmosphere, but in the end, luckily the day was saved-thanks to all those heros of mine! wahaha.
ohh that someone had just sent me a video about me n that someone's outing last time, i was whatever lahhh. why must u kip pieces of me when we are not even anything in the first place? im sorry that i made u heartbroken, but what can i say? i just dont love u. im sorry okay.i love that someone else..
wahh.please lahh. no emo here and there. i dunno why i got so like emotionally attached nowadays.. wth.
okay. i quit a job. bla bla bla.watever with it.
im going kallang tomoro with that love. okayyy.
on the way back home yest, i was stopped by 2 handsome guys, and guess who are they?? haha. shafiq n khalid lahh seyy. and then along the way we met zul, and along another way we met yus n the gang. wahh im like missing each of them, and suddenli they appeared infront of me.. members lame lah sey. thanks khalid, for the treat
if only someone out there is to understand, things would be better. i never found myself so frightened, so insecured, so worried over things this bad. as far as i know, things will never get so bad until u really get down and think about the matter.
i am really caught up. i'm caught up with problems that may never get me to the destination i had actually wanted to go to. its not this one problem, its not the other problem, but its like more and more and more problems seemed to be coming in. i don't wish to show that i am never unhappy with that person, but its just that i got my head running back and forth for millions or should i say infinite of hours.
i can't think.
and the moment this feeling engulfed my entire soul, i just feel like running away. i feel like running away from all the problems that seems to be an endless thing.
she asked me to visit the doctor, but how should i go when i myself is 1000000 times worried about my condition myself. life is ONCE, u live only ONCE, so when it comes the time for you to die, at the very end point, you'll die, no matter how hard u tried to stay alive..
what's the point of living, when all you know is that your life will end at the very end of the tale...life is never real, its just a fantasy island for both you and me, going thru sweet and sour paths pf life, and in the end feel like as though we are someone. but people, who are you, when you tried to say that you are someone? we are all the same. we are one creature that is being brought to the world to feel what we ought to feel for this time being. but everything will end soon.
pretty soon.
Labels: silent
Saturday, September 13, 2008
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9:57 PM
hady, shidee, khai, faizal n bob, CEPAT!
gua dah ready nak gi Geylang shoppink okie. haha. sorry for the other time yg khai saket ciritbirit, n gua tension psl tknk tron sorg.
haha. okie, this wed kitorg gi Geylang k. buke luar. haha. nyahh nyahh nyahh. plan menjadi punye okie. dah dah cepat hady gi book table.
Labels: yey.korgnyetreat.
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9:38 PM
yest was wad a day. i went out with that love and we fought in the starting and ended up smiling with one another at the very end of the day.had spent like over $400 for this week. f**k!im BROKE.
to u ghurlfrens, im very sorry okie. i was too bust held up at Toa Payoh yest, did some shopping and had yet to come down to u ghurls stall at Geylang.but i will come soon okie sygs; ckin, fiza. [= haha.
yes, yest i ate KFC, and i told you, im like one hungry ghost. me and that love ordered a BIG kfc meal and im like eating 2/3 of it. haha.
i need a shoe badly. i really need one. buy me one plese, sweetheart.
ugh. stupid idiot guy, or should i say that-busybody said that me and colleagues are not doing our work properly. we are not marketing our product. so whatt lahh seyy?! its our problem lahh. you are not the in-charge at all
.mind ur business. NNOOOBB!
btw,
TGQs,
MR OMG says that LETS BREAK FAST AT HIS HOUSE THIS COMING SATURDAY.
contact me asap TGQs. [=
Labels: imforcedtoactthisway
Friday, September 12, 2008
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5:47 AM
my babe, i love you.
Labels: shelovesmelikeafishneedsitsgills
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5:36 AM
thankyou dear mamat sabran for making my day!i love u lots lots!haha.
to the other peeps yg giler2 tu, thanks also okie. haha. spending my day at SP cca room the whole day, slacking with mamat, zul, andrew and the-other-hero, haha, pecah perooot aku.
lets go out someday again ok!
to the stuppiiid plus arrogant plus fuck-it tester, go and live ur fu**ing life.because of the quota ritttee. idiot. nevermind, all the best to you. i hope i won't get any mly tester anymore, they are simply, waddd theeee hellllll!
to Pen, Cicak, the gang thanks also. we karaoke next time okie. thanks for the support. i love u guys.
haha. my day was like all the way spent away with my lovelies lahh smlm! gembira tak terkate!starting got so fed up and stressed but in the end, we were all so damn HAPPPY!
but at nite, that dear boyfren nyahh nyahh nyahh with me, gawd...
but i still love him!jayyyyyyjayyyyyyy.
yest nite. i cant sleep.
people, imagine, something happened by itself. by itself. it was damn scary. i dun wanna storytell, cos now is already nite, ughhh. haha. tomoro shall story it(if i rmbr!)but yes, yest i slept with my dad!haha.
okayyy. i loveee it. simply lickiesss! [=
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